I often battle between the business woman I have internally and the maternal goddess I am so much more confident externalising. Lol
This brings me to crossroads at times when I have points to achieve which collide with my motherly duties.
I have to ask myself which one I would|could assign to another person to fulfil for the sheer purpose of getting it done and the truth is that I would never allow anybody the blessing that is nursing my poorly babies over work or any other task.
I have to be honest and admit that my children are my driving force and when these days arrive in which the greater power sends tests of good health and intention, I am happy to take the challenge.
My sons been poorly since Friday with a virus. He’s still fighting it now. I’ve delayed plans, missed occasions and got behind with things and I’ve apologised to others and now I’m apologising to myself, for making myself frustrated by telling myself I’ve not achieved the tasks I set out. For the truth is that I am fulfilling the only task that matters.. Through these sleepless nights, my eyes that tire and heart that aches for seeing my buddha sick is what reassures me that I’m doing all I can right now. I am a comfort and a reassurance and That’s all that matters. What you can do, not what you can’t.
For my working mummies .. Don’t beat yourself up over things you cannot control. Being a mother is the highest privilege there is. Enjoy what you created .
Love and light ✨